i just want to release

all this pain and sadness

you know i’m not a good actress

i can’t pretend anymore

i don’t want to see you forevermore

for once, let me be at ease



3 am thoughts.

three in the morning

you are in my empty mind

and nothing to do

i feel like i’m missing you

i want to text you

to ask if you’re doing fine

i want to hug you

arms wrapped tightly around me

your warmth mixed with mine

sleepless nights, because of you

my 3 am thoughts


the first time you said “hey”

it made me okay


it’s all your fault

you filled me with salt


you were my happy pill

look what you made me feel


you didn’t tell me you’d go away

now there’s no one telling me “hey”